i had seen most of these photos in the past but now they compiled them into a slideshow... they are very powerful, very emotional... im glad im focusing with poli sci- international relations... hopefully someday i can help make things better
I tried out WoW today for the first time, i dont understand how people can play this game all fucking day. Ive heard so many stories of guys quitting their jobs, stop going to school just to play. Whatever happened to just going out and getting fucked up...
Today I rescued a little girl from drowning, she had a bad dive and took in water; it was such an adrenaline rush (as are all rescues ive had in the past) but ive never had to save a child...her mom was just chilling out talking to her friends not giving a damn, all i know is im going to be a damn good father. I had to talk to her for a while afterwards because she was really in shock, but I could tell she felt better, I was really happy. I bought her a candy from the machine in the Med-room.. I think that helped and I hope this was a wake up call for her mom.
On a side note, this save meant a lot to me; I almost felt like she was my daughter downing, and I swam faster than ever. It sure beats all the fat hairy mexican guys I have to rescue when the completely screw up a dive and are paralyzed with total panic.
I love my job, keeping people safe and teaching kids how to swim, making a difference in their lives. Been on the job for 4 years, and I think im going to keep it up until I reach my ultimate plans in life.
I want to be there every second for my kids.. give them all my love; because my father was never there, hes dead to me.
Ark - Burn The Sun Circus Maximus - First Chapter Mind's Eye - Into The Unknown Watchtower - Control And Resistance Gordian Knot - Emergent Yes - Fragile Camel - Mirage Allan Holdsworth - Against the Clock Al Di Meola - Elegant Gypsy Opeth - My Arms Your Hearse
holy christ, lol i just realized that i never log in to read my friends section of lj, i just did a while ago randomly and i noticed that there are so many posts that i have never read because they were locked. what the fuck are you people trying to hide with your secrets and your locked elitist piece of shit journal entries? matthew havener you are the worst one of them all, you make me sick you german-esque son of a bitch
oh yea today was probably one of the worst days of my life, i was at lunch (pretty happy) and bob from my college seminar asked if i had finished the midterm all right, and I HAD NO FUCKING IDEA OUR MIDTERM WAS DUE TODAY, i had none of it done. So i just went to my dorm, cried and masturbated using my tears as lubrication, idk im just going to tell my prof i have TB or something, u know what this is all your fault matt
carlitosw4y: sup puto Matt: hey Matt: bay Matt: bee Matt: how u doing carlitosw4y: pretty good carlitosw4y: ive been thinkin bout you Matt: oh? Matt: tell me if this is too upfront Matt: but i've been thinking about you as well carlitosw4y: really Matt: i've been thinking about us specifically Matt: yes :-) Matt: what have you been thinking about? :-* carlitosw4y: your eyes, your smile, i wanna get to know you more, get inside your soul, your heart, your mind Matt: :-o Matt: you're so deep carlos that's why I love you Matt: sometimes i get really lonely carlitosw4y: i do too Matt: it's been cold lately you know Matt: i just wanna press my body against yours carlitosw4y: then i look at the moon and wonder if you are doing the same Matt: feel the warmth of your torso and that hard cock between my legs carlitosw4y: i want to feel your breath against my neck Matt: i want you lips against my ear Matt: your touch, encompassing my every being carlitosw4y: i wanna feel you, deep inside me Matt: mmm Matt: im in class but im so hard :-O carlitosw4y: :D carlitosw4y: come for me Matt: in class? carlos, i'm not that kind of boy Matt: but god you would feel good right now Matt: your hard dick riding up my legs Matt: rubbing against my backside, teasing me Matt: and then slowly, Matt: comfortable, but deliberately Matt: sliding into me Matt: filling my body, my soul carlitosw4y: aww god this is making me sick Matt: hahahaha carlitosw4y: i lose Matt: teh win carlitosw4y: :D
Opeth- Ghost Reveries Nile- Annihilation of the Wicked Nevermore- This Godless endeavor Pelican - The Fire In Our Throats Will Beckon The Thaw Novembre - Classica Cynic - Focus (remastered) Gordian Knot - Gordian Knot Circus Maximus - The First Chapter Mind's Eye - Into the Unknown Symphony X - The Oddessy Dream Theater - Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence
i learned of this movie called crossroads (no not the faggot britney spears one) back in 1986 with raplh machio the fucking karate kid lol, its about a blues guitarist who is really awesome and at the end he duels the devil to save his friends soul, the devil is steve vai who is a fucking guitar God and he plays both parts since the karate kid cant play guitar worth a damn, the song that won the battle was paganini's 5th caprice which is amazing; lol im trying to get it down its pretty tough but i think if i practice enough I can get it, its at a reasonable tempo
ive only seen then end duel but i really want to see the whole movie, apparently its awesome ^_^
Eugene's Trick Bag
Ry Cooder - Crossroads Ry Cooder Transcription - George Dandridge
this weekend had its moments, on i cant remember much of friday night i had to carry dave up the stairs when we got back, yea we finished a handle of spiced rum =[ not the best idea in the world. i tried stealing two fire extinguishers and a beer tap and a blow up palm tree, cant really recall that
on saturday vince vahn (old school, wedding craashers) did some stand up comedy thing at ND and he was at the fucking party i went to, it was at the swim team house and the ND quarterback brady quinn was there, he sounded like a fucking retard gg; idk IMO it seems kinda pathetic for a 40 year old man to go to shitty college parties but whatever i might be there some day unconscious with a trail of urine cascading down my leg lol
yea so kevin jo imed me tonight... the rest is history
[00:00] goondip: yo what up faggot fuck [00:00] goondip: this goondip fuck left his fuckin aim on at the library [00:00] goondip: who the fuck is this goondip fuck [00:11] carlitosw4y: lol what the fuck [00:11] carlitosw4y: his name is kike thomas [00:12] goondip: i see [00:12] goondip: is he a bad enough dude to save the president? [00:12] carlitosw4y: hed suck the presidents dick if he had one [00:13] goondip: i see [00:13] goondip: kike thomas is gay then [00:13] carlitosw4y: are u hot [00:13] goondip: am i right? [00:13] carlitosw4y: a/s/l [00:13] goondip: im thinking about hisstin on him [00:13] goondip: hitting* [00:13] goondip: 20/f/az [00:13] carlitosw4y: arizona huh [00:14] goondip: yes [00:14] carlitosw4y: u talk dirty for a girl [00:14] carlitosw4y: i like that [00:14] goondip: nah [00:14] carlitosw4y: so you are going to be a pilot huh [00:15] carlitosw4y: would you pilot my cockpit? [00:15] goondip: Sure thing [00:15] goondip: just comeover [00:16] carlitosw4y: naw kike is fucking hot [00:16] carlitosw4y: i wouldnt wanna intrude [00:16] goondip: why's that [00:17] carlitosw4y: ive got loyalty u know [00:17] goondip: oh [00:17] goondip: hey, im not a slut [00:17] carlitosw4y: i know ur not [00:17] goondip: no you don't [00:17] carlitosw4y: i can tell [00:17] goondip: when , how, she, he, dick, but [00:17] goondip: when, how, why [00:18] carlitosw4y: oh u know [00:18] carlitosw4y: i can feel i t [00:18] carlitosw4y: ive got a feeling about you [00:18] goondip: we? [00:18] carlitosw4y: maybe [00:18] carlitosw4y: depends on you [00:19] carlitosw4y: so do you like massages? [00:19] goondip: yeah [00:19] goondip: wanna phone sex? [00:20] carlitosw4y: sure baby [00:20] goondip: k [00:20] goondip: here's my number [00:20] goondip: 928-777-5504 [00:20] goondip: call my cell plz [00:20] carlitosw4y: phone sex, dont you think thats a bit foward? [00:20] goondip: im horny that's all [00:20] carlitosw4y: ur in a fucking library [00:20] goondip: when you call [00:21] goondip: i'll walk out [00:21] goondip: or go to the bathroom [00:21] carlitosw4y: oh really? [00:21] goondip: yes. [00:21] carlitosw4y: whats your name? [00:21] goondip: ashley [00:21] goondip: what's yours? [00:21] goondip: carlito? [00:21] carlitosw4y: lol close [00:21] carlitosw4y: carlos [00:21] carlitosw4y: what kind of music do you like [00:21] goondip: i see [00:21] goondip: i like death metal [00:21] goondip: i see the opeth icon there [00:21] goondip: i like opeth [00:22] carlitosw4y: o wow cuz u know i play guitar pretty descently [00:22] carlitosw4y: i could play songs for you [00:22] goondip: really? [00:22] goondip: play for me! [00:22] goondip: over the phone [00:22] carlitosw4y: yea definately [00:22] goondip: do you know the song, "hours of wealth" in Ghost Reveries? [00:23] carlitosw4y: ghost reveries is in open D minor tuning [00:23] carlitosw4y: id have to tune the guitar differently first [00:23] goondip: oh [00:23] goondip: can you play any? [00:23] goondip: i don't belive you can play [00:23] carlitosw4y: i can play the grand conjuration, baying of the hounds, ghost of perdition, and isolation years [00:23] goondip: oooooh [00:23] goondip: ghost perdition! [00:23] carlitosw4y: but i need an e-bow to play isolation years right [00:24] goondip: oh [00:24] goondip: play something! [00:24] goondip: you jackass, you are gay [00:24] goondip: call me bitch, im so horny! [00:24] carlitosw4y: hahahaha [00:24] carlitosw4y: why dont you call me, to be honest i think this is a huge prank by kike [00:25] goondip: you dumbass, my name is ashley [00:25] goondip: he left a while ago [00:26] carlitosw4y: what school are you at again, i forgot where kike went [00:26] goondip: erau [00:26] goondip: yahoo that shit [00:26] carlitosw4y: do you like getting oral pleasure? [00:27] goondip: sometimes [00:27] goondip: are you going to call me or not [00:27] goondip: you're boring [00:27] carlitosw4y: only sometimes why is that? [00:27] carlitosw4y: boring what the fuck [00:27] goondip: im going to find a screen name with someone that will call [00:27] goondip: bye [00:27] carlitosw4y: i think u are fucking pranking me [00:27] goondip: call and find out, carlito [00:27] carlitosw4y: well my cell is 956-821-4167 [00:27] carlitosw4y: i got to notre dame [00:27] goondip: 928-777-5504 [00:27] carlitosw4y: go* [00:27] goondip: okay, im going to call [00:28] goondip: if you see my number [00:28] carlitosw4y: k [00:28] goondip: you call me back, okay? [00:28] carlitosw4y: yea ok [00:28] goondip: oh man [00:28] goondip: i can't call long distance [00:29] carlitosw4y: oh really? [00:29] goondip: Yes, really [00:29] goondip: You Fag! [00:29] carlitosw4y: hey calm down baby [00:30] goondip: you can't even play [00:30] carlitosw4y: play? [00:30] goondip: yes, [00:30] goondip: I will hear you play [00:30] goondip: jkust call me! [00:30] goondip: just* [00:30] goondip: no one likes my music here [00:30] carlitosw4y: hang on im rubbing my hard big juicy cock for you right now [00:30] carlitosw4y: just hold on [00:31] goondip: yummm [00:31] carlitosw4y: so do you have nice legs [00:31] carlitosw4y: nice tits? nice ass? [00:31] goondip: i have nice boobs and lips :-* if you know what i mean [00:32] carlitosw4y: are you getting wet? [00:32] goondip: nope [00:32] goondip: cybering is dumb [00:32] goondip: just say something over the phone [00:32] goondip: i don't think you are hot [00:32] carlitosw4y: hang on my balls are cold im warming them up with my warm hands [00:33] goondip: that's dumb [00:33] carlitosw4y: so do u do anal? [00:33] goondip: I've done it only 3 times [00:33] goondip: and don't want to talk about it [00:34] carlitosw4y: if u were to give a guy a blow job, would u stick a finger or two up his asshole if he wanted? [00:34] goondip: first finger, then two [00:34] carlitosw4y: because nothing turns me on that having a girl play with my backdoor [00:34] goondip: however he wants it [00:35] carlitosw4y: hang on im rubbing my ass [00:35] carlitosw4y: i gotta get in the mood before i make the call [00:35] goondip: my last boyfriend used to finger himself while masturbating [00:35] carlitosw4y: hm thats pretty weird [00:35] carlitosw4y: guess he likes the feel of fucking guys fingers in his ass [00:36] carlitosw4y: thats fucked up [00:36] carlitosw4y: im not like that [00:36] goondip: yes you are [00:36] carlitosw4y: i only like the touch of a girl im into [00:36] goondip: carlitosw4y (10:34:06 PM): if u were to give a guy a blow job, would u stick a finger or two up his asshole if he wanted? [00:36] carlitosw4y: yea but your small feminine fingers are just the right touch [00:37] carlitosw4y: ill let a girl do as she pleases with me [00:37] carlitosw4y: what would you do to me ? [00:37] goondip: probably lube you~ [00:38] carlitosw4y: so do you like getting eaten out? [00:38] carlitosw4y: thats my specialty u know [00:38] goondip: only sometimes [00:38] carlitosw4y: why sometimes? [00:38] goondip: because, i like hard dicks [00:38] carlitosw4y: god my dick is so hard right now [00:39] carlitosw4y: wow u read my mind [00:39] goondip: stop lying [00:39] carlitosw4y: well i can make my tongue feel like a hard dick baby [00:39] goondip: really.. [00:40] carlitosw4y: only it has some lube to it and some sucking action so uve got the best of both worlds, but dont worry baby ive got the right equipment after i finish eating you out [00:40] carlitosw4y: if its a big hard cock u want then thats what youll get [00:40] goondip: what is it [00:40] goondip: yeahh~ [00:40] goondip: ;) [00:41] carlitosw4y: if i gave you the best head of your life, would u return the favor? maybe [00:41] goondip: hmm, i hope no one's reading my window [00:41] goondip: probably [00:41] goondip: with my minty and saucy pussy [00:41] carlitosw4y: i think when a girl just goes at it on my ass, god its the best feeling ever having a tongue fill me up [00:42] carlitosw4y: id do the same for you if u wanted [00:42] goondip: nah, i don't like touching guys ass with my tongue [00:42] goondip: that is disgusting [00:42] carlitosw4y: i have a really nice ass u know [00:42] carlitosw4y: its juicy and delicious [00:42] carlitosw4y: a real latin ass u know, spanish [00:42] goondip: im going to have to stop here [00:42] carlitosw4y: like j lo [00:42] goondip: you are making feel sick [00:42] carlitosw4y: wait ill call u [00:42] goondip: well this is kjo [00:42] carlitosw4y: i thought u were horny baby [00:42] carlitosw4y: WHAT THE FUCK [00:43] carlitosw4y: uhh [00:44] carlitosw4y: i gotta go ill ttyl man lol uhh [00:44] goondip: dont' worry [00:44] goondip: i won't post this on the internet, because i feel your pain [00:45] goondip: but alex hays knows though [00:45] goondip: we'll keep this secret [00:45] goondip: it's okay [00:47] carlitosw4y: shit thanks man [00:47] carlitosw4y: gotta go [00:48] goondip: q [00:48] goondip: welcome [00:48] goondip: later dawg [00:48] carlitosw4y: byes
*******************************!!!!!!!!!**************!!!!!**********************8 MEANWHILE I WAS CHATTING WITH MY BESST GOON ALEX
[00:12] carlitosw4y: lol wtf [00:12] carlitosw4y: i think someone is on kjo's sn [00:13] carlitosw4y: it is prolyl a troll [00:13] Alex: lol yeah someone is [00:13] Alex: he left his sn on i think idk [00:13] Alex: im saying a bunch of nonsensicle shit [00:13] carlitosw4y: but his grammatical structure is different [00:13] Alex: lol [00:13] Alex: yeah [00:13] Alex: totaly different
[00:15] Alex: lol [00:17] carlitosw4y: [00:17] Alex: lol [00:19] carlitosw4y: this is so fun [00:19] carlitosw4y: i was pretty bored up until now [00:19] Alex: lol [00:19] Alex: its probably kjo idk [00:19] carlitosw4y: yea [00:20] Alex: lol [00:20] Alex: i dunno [
[00:20] goondip: here's my number [00:21] Alex: lmao [00:24] carlitosw4y: [00:20] goondip: k
[00:24] *** carlitosw4y wants to directly connect. [00:24] Alex: whoa [00:24] *** Alex wants to directly connect. [00:25] *** Alex is now directly connected. [
[00:25] carlitosw4y: holy fuck lol its prolly kevin [00:25] carlitosw4y: or else this is a fucking match made in heaven hahahah [00:26] Alex: lolol [00:26] Alex: call and just sing a love song [00:26] carlitosw4y: hahahhahahha [00:26] Alex: yeah its prolly him [00:29] carlitosw4y: 928-777-5504 [00:29] carlitosw4y: is that his number [00:29] carlitosw4y: what the fuck [00:29] carlitosw4y: 928-777-5504 [00:29] carlitosw4y: 928-777-5504 [00:29] carlitosw4y: WTF [00:29] Alex: hhaha [00:29] Alex: i dunno dude [00:30] carlitosw4y: should i call y/n? [00:30] Alex: yeah its him [00:30] Alex: but dont tell him i told you [00:30] Alex: but troll him [00:30] carlitosw4y: i will [00:30] Alex: say i am massaging my large throbbig cock [00:30] carlitosw4y: hahahha so bad [00:30] Alex: lol [00:31] Alex: goondip: carlitosw4y: hang on im rubbing my hard big juicy cock for you right now carlitosw4y: just hold on goondip: ewww alexhays1: hahahaha alexhays1: hehahahahaha [00:32] Alex: he is fallin for it [00:32] carlitosw4y: GOD I LOVE MYSELF [00:32] carlitosw4y: hahahahhaha [00:32] carlitosw4y: im gonna fuck him up maaan [00:32] Alex: ahaha [00:32] Alex: loolol [00:32] Alex: ask if he likes fingers assholes while giving head [00:32] Alex: she or whatever [00:33] carlitosw4y: i was thinking just that lmao [00:33] Alex: lol [00:33] Alex: hahaha [00:34] Alex: goondip: carlitosw4y: if u were to give a guy a blow job, would u stick a finger or two up his asshole if he wanted? goondip: dude, wtf alexhays1: lolololololol [00:34] Alex: lol [00:34] Alex: he is falling for it so bad [00:34] Alex: goondip: what the fuck goondip: what the fuck dude goondip: is he trolling me? [00:34] Alex: make it so it sounds less trolly [00:34] Alex: gotta balance it out
[00:35] goondip: my last boyfriend used to finger himself while masturbating [00:36] Alex: hahaha [00:37] carlitosw4y: god im posting this on lj [00:38] Alex: ahgahahaha [00:38] Alex: genius [00:39] Alex: goondip: wait goondip: shit goondip: dude goondip: i think he likes it in the ass goondip: im seroius [00:39] Alex: hahaha [00:40] Alex: goondip: dude, am i being trolled by you? goondip: i thought you were my goonspy goondip: MY goonspy alexhays1: lol alexhays1: goonspy goondip: dude, id on't want to do this cyber shit anymore with carlos goondip: i feel so fucking gay alexhays1: hahahah [00:41] carlitosw4y: a fucking goonspy [00:41] carlitosw4y: what the fuck hahaha [00:41] Alex: lmao [00:41] Alex: goonspy [00:43] Alex: goondip: holy fuck alexhays1: lol goondip: he wasn't kidding [00:44] carlitosw4y: what the fuck is a goonspy hhahaha [00:46] carlitosw4y: [00:44] goondip: dont' worry [00:44] goondip: i won't post this on the internet, because i feel your pain [00:45] goondip: but alex hays knows though [00:45] goondip: we'll keep this secret [00:45] goondip: it's okay [00:46] carlitosw4y: GOD I WANT TO DIE LAUGHING [00:48] carlitosw4y: god damn it this is the funniest moment of my life [00:48] carlitosw4y: he is so freaked out [00:49] carlitosw4y: MATT IS GONNA LAUGH SO HARD, dude fucking \call everyone in you house to read this [00:49] carlitosw4y: fuck yuea mother fuckers u dont troll this bitch [00:50] carlitosw4y: aww man remember that one time when zoe and audrey pulled that shit on me, if i had trolled them like this [00:50] carlitosw4y: their souls wouldve died [00:50] carlitosw4y: goon thing i didnt
FUnking fuck cold turkey COLD FUCKING TUKREY im just sticking to the straight shit no more fucking drinking or drunkennes for me im jsut gonna stick to my pumping iron if u get my drift fucking liftening them weights at the bar of do\om i need my 6 pack and my weights to fuckin gkick ass hahahahhahaha what hte fuck yea mann no more shit just fucking hardcore death to get insane strong
i feel sorry for my roommate pat, hes a really great guy but i was talking to him yesterday night and his parents NEVER let him out of the house EVER. He just said " oh yea i hung out with my friends at their birthday parties sometimes maybe", thats why hes a bit shy and timid when it comes to social interactions. I feel so sorry for him, if my parents were like that id just rebel and tell them to fuck off. GG asian parents PAT KU YOU MUST STUDY FOR SAT AND PIaNO lol woowww poor guy, i think im gonna hire a striper for him or something
god damn it, all the metal concerts in chicago are at the house of blues (including OPETH); only problem is house of blues is 21+ cuz its a bar or some stupid homosexual thing like that. I NEED A FUCKING FAKE ID PRONTO. I think juice knows some people, apparently i know a guy who knows a guy in houston who can get me 3 for $100 but whatever, it would be nice to get into bars and shit too
Hypocrisy's new album Virus is fucking awesome btw i think they are going to be at the house of blues too MOTHER FUCKER
i got fucked up 2 nite i just wa go t back from the fucking walk, i encounter a black lady (just spoke spanish to her and she walked away) and dodged a crew of blsack ppl by running into aforest on my side on 31; lmao it was soooo cold 2 nite but it was ok, the rain was cold and refreshing like a fukcin g sierra mist commerail commercial hahha jewwww; well w/3 HER EAi s A FUCKING MAP
lmao, last night i was at a party down in 317, and we were doing flamming dr pepper shots; its where u take amarilo and bacardi 151 then light it on fire and drop it into a glass of beer and drink it, it was pretty good; after like 8 of those i was about to do another one with dave but i dropped the last shot of amarlilo on the floor and apparently started licking the carpet and crying out WHY GOD WHY hahaha, but it gets better.. after that dave just made me a shot of 151 which is the really flamable part, and we lit em up and as i dropped mine into my beer i fucked up and spilled it all over my right hand which was on fucking fire =[, lol i just started yell FIRE IN THE HOLE AND OH MY FUCKING CHRIST, i tried waving it out but that didnt work until jack saw me and spilled his beer on my hand SAVING MY LIFE LOL not really but HOLY FUCK<
my hand hurt pretty bad, but this time i actually was able to use my emt skillz to help out despite being fucked up, i just went into the bathroom across from my dorm and ran cold water over my hand, i fell asleep there for like more than an hour until the RA found me =[, o well it was fun but my hand is a little fucked, couple blisters gg
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horny.
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